I haven't been on here in a long time. It's rather sad, really. I don't draw or anything, so my gallery is crap - but friends of mine are on here. I don't know if I really have the honor of callign them friends anymore. I've ditched them, or hurt them - like Reoji. So tempted to add a '-chan' to that, but I don't know if I can do that either...Regret. Such a strong thing. Perhaps as strong as hate and love, seeing how they seem to be so close together. Regret is something you can never let go of.

A year ago from now. Almost exactly a couple of days before, I hurt Reoji. I remember it well since this is the year anniversary with my love. I can't say she hates me for it. Can't say she hasn't forgiven me - cause she's move don. I can tell just by looking at her drawings and comments. Watched the world go by without me, but perhaps I was never meant to be part of that world.

Some people can't forgive. I know the one I went with before Reoji has never forgiven me. But can Reoji? I think - she said she did one time. But I wasn't convinced. I went back onto this computer a while ago, looking through old files. And saw the ' Reoji Drawings' one. I'm so glad I kept them. Though, the moment I saw them I got upset, it's ok. I realized I missed her. I thought there was no way I'd be able to talk to her again - but I remembered Deviantart.

I write this as my apology to her. I hope she will accept it, and we can both start over anew.